It’s nearly December, yet the cherry tree nearby is in full blossom. Shrewsbury is a beautiful place anyway, but this unseasonal touch of beauty, has helped add some cheer to gloomy November days, and remind me of the good in life.
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Outside my window
The blossoming
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Of the cherry tree
In bleak November
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As if there was
No pandemic of grief
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As if life blossomed
Happily.
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The cherry tree, blossoming in Shrewsbury in November
Where did you begin your life journey? This doesn’t just mean “Where were you born” – it means where did you start to discover meaning in your life? This poem called “Futility” by Wilfred Owen raises some profound questions…
Futility
Move him into the sun—
Gently its touch awoke him once,
At home, whispering of fields half-sown.
Always it woke him, even in France,
Until this morning and this snow.
If anything might rouse him now
The kind old sun will know.
Think how it wakes the seeds—
Woke once the clays of a cold star.
Are limbs, so dear-achieved, are sides
Full-nerved, still warm, too hard to stir?
Was it for this the clay grew tall?
—O what made fatuous sunbeams toil
To break earth’s sleep at all?
Wilfred Owen lived locally to me, in Shrewsbury, and it’s a sad poem, influenced by his terrible experiences of fighting in the First World War. It raises questions about the purpose and meaning of life for soldiers trying to survive in unbearable conditions.
But if we are to have Lif4Gd…then one of things we can explore in our life journey is purpose and meaning:
The beginning of life
Is not at first cry
.
But when the soul
Begins to know why
.
And moves in faith
That the purpose
.
And mission
Are beyond the present
.
In a future unseen
And a destiny.
Some Questions to Ponder
Are there writers that mean a lot to you? Maybe writers that live locally to you, or writers that have strongly influenced your life journey?
How do you explore your life’s purpose and meaning?
You might like to leave a comment if you’ve found this interesting.
Think about a seed growing into a plant. Or the journey of a human being from conception to birth to childhood to adulthood.
To live is to grow.
Meaning
Because meaning is related to valuing. Every person alive feels their meaning as they feel valued by others, or they feel valued by God.
Life also has meaning as we are affected emotionally.
To live is to discover more and more meaning. The meaning of my life. The meaning of the lives of others. The meaning of existence and the universe. The meaning of God.
Joy
Because to live is to experience happiness and joy as well as sadness and pain.
Joy is created by an infinite variety of causes. Other people, a pleasurable sensation, music, a moment of beauty. Joy brings growth and meaning to life.
To live is to experience joy.
Perspective
Because perspective is changeable. At one moment, the smallest thing is a mountain and a monster; later we laugh and realise how we had the wrong perspective.
Perspective is like faith. In who and what do we believe and trust, and how do these primordial commitments shape our understanding, our decisions, our existence?
Lif4Gd is to choose certain perspectives to return to in order to grow, experience joy and find meaning in life.
My weekday commute is about 45 minutes. I drive past the amazing Wrekin in Shropshire (“the little mountain with many secrets” every day (you can see what it looks like here .
But more importantly, the commuting journey is a time when the brain is somehow set free to wander, think, create, remember, explore…perhaps with the help of music playing in the background.
Perhaps this is an analogy for meditation?
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T.S. Eliot wrote:
“At the still point of the turning world
There the dance is
Neither movement from
nor towards
There is only the
dance
I can only say, there
we have been but I cannot say where
Tennyson wrote a lovely, simple poem about this experience,
with the lines
“men may
come and men may go
But I go
on for ever”
The river is always in movement, always changing. “You can never step into the same river twice”
said Heraclitus, and this was not just because the water is always changing,
but also because we are always changing.
“To live is to change” wrote John Henry Newman, and whenever
I wander alongside my local river in Shrewsbury, the Rae Brook, I feel the
excitement, the bustle and the change of the river.
There is always energy there. There is always life. It has power to erode the banks yet the power
is channelled around beautiful smooth meanders.
The change is a creative change – always being renewed, always being
revitalised by new water, new movement, new life.
I know rivers can cause destruction and chaos. They can be deadly and dangerous and take
lives.
But for me life is good alongside the Rae Brook. Life is good when it speaks to me, for itself
and also as a metaphor.
Tennyson’s poem goes like this:
I come from haunts of
coot and hern,
I make a sudden sally
And sparkle out among
the fern,
To bicker down a
valley.
.
By thirty hills I hurry down,
Or slip between the
ridges,
By twenty thorpes, a
little town,
And half a hundred
bridges.
.
Till last by Philip’s farm I flow
To join the brimming
river,
For men may come and
men may go,
But I go on for ever.
.
I chatter over stony ways,
In little sharps and
trebles,
I bubble into eddying
bays,
I babble on the
pebbles.
.
With many a curve my banks I fret
By many a field and
fallow,
And many a fairy
foreland set
With willow-weed and
mallow.
.
I chatter, chatter, as I flow
To join the brimming
river,
For men may come and
men may go,
But I go on for ever.
.
I wind about, and in and out,
With here a blossom
sailing,
And here and there a
lusty trout,
And here and there a
grayling,
.
And here and there a foamy flake
Upon me, as I travel
With many a silvery
waterbreak
Above the golden
gravel,
.
And draw them all along, and flow
To join the brimming
river
For men may come and
men may go,
But I go on for ever.
.
I steal by lawns and grassy plots,
I slide by hazel
covers;
I move the sweet
forget-me-nots
That grow for happy
lovers.
.
I slip, I slide, I gloom, I glance,
Among my skimming
swallows;
I make the netted
sunbeam dance
Against my sandy
shallows.
.
I murmur under moon and stars
In brambly
wildernesses;
I linger by my shingly
bars;
I loiter round my
cresses;
.
And out again I curve and flow
To join the brimming
river,
For men may come and
men may go,
But I go on for ever.
Do you have a favourite river? Where is it? What is it like to visit it?
Does the metaphor of change and energy speak to you?
Share your thoughts with me about Lif4Gd and rivers!